A million vomits
You can’t be angry
Because you left.
Now you eat alone,
My joyful vibe gone from your side
You say I hurt you
You have no idea
What pain is to me
You’re a liar.
My mind now races,
Reaches for something to say
Can’t explain how you’ve hurt me so
But you deserve this pain
When I see you log on
I vomit a million vomits
Your excuses, your lies
Your silent voice, it kills me
As much as I hate you
In that hate there is passion
And in passion is love
I cannot let go
So you eat alone
Because I wouldn’t walk
Because you wouldn’t nap
Because you’re clueless
You eat alone, in silence, at work
At your 120 hour-a-week job
That you blame me for
It was your choice to leave
All I ever asked
Was that you help yourself
But now you eat alone
Because that is your curse
You cursed yourself, fool
Don’t you see?
You can’t blame me for your idiocy…
Take it back, the ring you gave
Eat the pain you think you have
While you’re eating your In&Out, alone.
Eat my heart, instead of choking on it
Get it over with.
Stop tugging the arrow, embedded in my chest
Stop wriggling it around
Just impale my heart already
Stop this endless torture, my lost fiance
The only reason you’re hurting
Is because you know you’re wrong
As you eat alone, I know
That you think about what we used to be.
I just wrote that for creative writing. The assignment was to write a poem about eating alone or diving into water. Well, since I'm a hydrophobe, I chose eating alone. (laugh-out-loud).
So, I finished my Lineage 2 download after FIFTEEN hours last night. I finally logged on this morning and had to leave for school. The cool thing is, I found out I get like 6 more holy pomanders. Maybe more, I didn't count. I can also get the heal skill Balance Life for my EE sub. I'm so excited about that. I'm wondering, though, if I'm able to go to Ivory Tower still to do that, or if I have to go to the museum. This would be nice to know, since I do guides for EOgamer. I guess I'll figure it out. I am only level 81 on my duelist right now, and since I have conferences tonight I won't be able to do much until later on. A friend and I are hoping on getting a Giant's Cave group together, since he's around 81 as well. My Doomcryer is only 80 yet, so hopefully this weekend will be fruitful.
I have to stop now, but I will post later, more on the GoD update.
