The Nostalgia Post

So today in creative writing we were making these mood/feeling/blah posters. The themes were anger, love, peacefulness, disappointment, and safety. There was one more, but I forgot it. (also, my shift key is sticky, I can't tell if I'm pressing it. Need a new keyboard)... Under "love" the team with the red marker put down "Sounds like: the bed creaking" and "Feels like: a good time." LOL. My team decided they wanted to put down something about the teacher, our dear Sir Flannel, on every poster. Weirdos.
I have decided that my ex's Guild Wars account is going to Ryan, since he doesn't seem to play anymore, and Ryan doesn't need to waste the money on it. It's actually my account anyway, I paid for everything on it. And I need my tank back. I have some issues there. So as of tonight the password is changed. Case closed.

Nostalgia break!

And that is what archmages do to my character. They ninja out of nowhere and  shoot me with their flame discs of death.

Kattser: Me, Sevv: My ex, Irish: My baby! (I'm not really sure why I'm saying umm)

I just think my ee sub is adorable. That hat is my trademark. It was a gift from a GM.

That's Irish. Yes, that is an IC set with a dynasty shield and an arcana mace. I was poor.

That's my awesome present cloak. The one I'm wearing is Zaken.

Skah-toes! I remember leveling down here constantly. Really good exp for high levels, and gave element stones.

Oh, that's right. I got level 81 after this screenie btw. That's what level I still am. 81. Do you like our titles? I miss that.

I swear we must've spent days in this area just collecting books and low adena. I loved those bonus exp days.

This is the last screenshot I ever got in this game. Sevv is on Irish for this one. Yes, the name Sevv is a Star Wars reference. This was the last time I actually played this game.

Aion! (I found the folder) - I only played this game for about two months. I got to level 24 (?)... Then it got boring. 

Yes, that's me with a tail and wings. and my hair has kitty ears and kitty bells. It's so fitting for my nickname.

 Which reminds me; today in creative writing (adventures in English!) my group was talking about how they hated cats, and they should all die. This is kind of ironic, considering my nick is Kattster, and I have very cat-like qualities. Examples: expressive eyes, feeling of vibes, hair standing on end, fast reflexes, and temperamental moodiness. I love cats.

I just think this is so pretty. Level 6!

It's kind of a copy of WoW in some ways...

This was Stanze's character.

This was my other character.

Level 17! I was in party with Stanze! 

To be totally honest, I kind of miss this game. Level 20! I love these graphics. And my character is adorable.

I suppose I'll have to share the Morrowind screenies later on. Yeah, you could say I'm a major gamer. I've played Guild Wars for the past like, 6 years. WoW on and off. I want Skyrim so badly.

I'm not going to lie- I haven't been working on the story at all. I still have to go back and edit some parts on the typed version on Ryan's computer. This will hopefully happen soon. 

Not much happened today, except for an excruciating headache, which turned into a migraine, and is still ongoing. Just... fml. My mouse is acting up again. I need new batteries, for the third time since I came home from California. This is the part where I say goodbye and go play Guild Wars like the no-lifer I am, I know, I'm a nerd. I really just don't have that much to say today. No Sims tonight. WoW screenies come in the next post. 

Blessings

Baby toes

Today was frustrating, but I don't think I'll go into detail about that. I'm done with bad energy for now.

I've had the song Dies Irae stuck in my head for awhile. It's a good thing it's a pretty song. I like how fierce it is... I just want to sing. I don't think Ryan would be too keen on that though.

I feel like playing Minecraft in creative mode. That's what I'm doing after this post, or maybe logging onto Runescape and spamming Ryan's chat box. I think that'd be funny. Today he told me "You know what you are? You're just a big doodoo head!" ... Someone's hyper. I asked him why he didn't read my blog. He told me he didn't know, and said he figured there's stuff on here I didn't want him to see. Wow, 'cause I'd post that stuff on the internet for the world to see.

I was very productive about the Sims today. I got two posts done: Valerie Marks and The American Dream. The American Dream has a very opinionated article by me, and (warning is now) is rather exaggerated.

We had baked potatoes for dinner tonight, and I really just wanted to drizzle mine in maple syrup. (I think that would've weirded out mom though)... I told Ryan we were having baked potatoes, so he said "Baked potatoes!" in this weird baby voice, and I thought he said "Baby toes." It made me giggle.

Wow, this is a boring post. Oh, for those readers who haven't yet liked my Facebook page Katt's Sims do so now. I link all of my blog and dolls pages to it as well as my main Facebook. Please and thanks! I really like feedback.

I got kind of angry at Ryan today. He decided to ask a friend of his (who is female) to a movie. Now, this would've been okay, but he didn't ask me to go. He didn't ask me if he could go before asking her. He only asked if I'd be angry. Well, I don't want him to go. This makes me a bitch. Good fight. (the argument is over now, though, all better!)

I miss Lineage 2:

Ahh, the memories.. Back in 6x times...

I remember these guys. Herc and Cal, man. Those were the days. Whoah, I was only level 60 at one point? What?

Me and mah rudolf nose.

This is my kamael and my ex on his orc. Sometimes I miss those days, when we wouldn't fight.

I took this one because I noticed the rainbows coming off the shots on my duals.  I like rainbows.

That's my EE!

That's my EE again!

That's me, Allan, and my ex on a different server because Bartz was down. 

I'm sorry to have to say goodbye to this game. It's too bad I don't have any pictures of Irish, she was my baby! I'll have to look for those for another post, along with some from Forsaken World and WoW.

Guild Wars nostalgia!

This is my main character: Jade Sigler

This was on my Derv. I never get rare items. 

This was the same day as above on my main; I was just lucky that day. Like I said, I never get this lucky- I was excited. 

I just think this thing is adorable. It's too bad it's aggro.

This is my prestige armor.

This is... Tyrian armor? Yeah. It sucked.

Here's that rare green axe again. It's so pretty.

My warrior Death Blade Jade and my ex: Sevv.

That's right. I get my own statue. What.

I think it's pretty neat they put concept art in the game.

Screenies from other games later. Like maybe Aion. I think I got some screenies in Aion. I quit that, too. 

If anyone is still actually reading this I'm like, super surprised. Anyway, time for grapefruit. 

Custom Content Junkies unite!

Singing in Wisconsin went well today. I woke up at five in the morning, and had the hardest time trying to wake Ryan up. He wouldn't until like 5:30... We were both pretty tired. I suppose he was a little more tired than he was, considering I shoved him off the bed in my sleep (ouch, I'm just glad he didn't break the mugs on the floor)... When we got there I guess a sugar high from the doughnuts kicked in for me, because I was hyper from like 9 until about half an hour ago (7:30 p.m.)... I'll just consider that a good thing, since we had to perform anyway. All in all, it was a good day.

I just got back and am downloading custom content for my Sims game, I figured the problem was all the unsupported Peggy hairs in my mods folder (since my game stopped crashing after I deleted those).

My last Sims post was Jakayla Richards and Amelia Simon (Jakayla Richards and Amelia Simon) and it depicts an interracial lesbian couple, two very controversial issues today. The interracial part isn't quite as controversial anymore, but the lesbian part unfortunately is. My views on same-sex marriage are very solid. I believe that even though 90%, give or take, of the United States is Christian, and about 75% of that population votes no on same-sex marriage, it doesn't make them right.
As a democracy, and the U.S.A., we are not a Christian official nation. This makes the argument "God hates fags" irrelevant, and rather immature. By the way, a fag is a cigarette.
On that note, I think that we should not be in each others' marital business. I'm going to marry whoever the hell I want, whether 99% of the U.S. says "no" or not. It isn't any of their business whether I marry a man or a woman. It's not any of my business, and I won't make it my business, if they want to marry 8 women and a dog. I don't care. It's not my life. (I say this as an example, of course.)
One other thing: I hate when people find out someone is gay, and then is afraid of them. Let me tell you something: Gay or straight, we're ALL human. Just because someone is homosexual or bisexual doesn't mean they're going to go around and hit on every living thing they see, no more than any straight person would do that. Of course, that depends on the person. See? We're all the same.
(Feel free to comment. I'm not scared. Also, I'm not trying to bash Christians, but alot of the narrow-minded churches around the U.S. have a major role in the argument. I'm not saying that about all of them. I'm making a point. I apologize if I offended anyone.)


My next Sims idea is called "The American Dream," which I will be working on soon.

So I'm doing Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again for Solo & Ensemble this year. I'm confident it will go amazingly well because my voice matches Christine's very well, and because I love the song with a passion.

Ryan is borrowing Spyro from Zach... I missed that game. I think it's the first one? Those PS1's.... hahaha.

Lineage 2 is going free. This brings me to the question, "WHYYY?!"... After I spent all that money on two accounts, it's going free, and will have an in game store that you can buy items in with real money. No, this doesn't mean I'll start playing again. I quit because of the GoD update, reset my skills? All the work I put into it? No. I don't think so. That was the most retarded update they could've made, and they did anyway. They lost so many players to WoW because of that. Including me. I know, WoW? Noob game. Oh well, I am waiting for Guild Wars 2.

I did not have time to work on the story today. I have all day tomorrow, but that's if I remember and/or am not too lazy. I'd really like for Ryan to give me some suggestions. Not like that's a hint to him, he doesn't read this blog. So supportive, right? (I still love him.)

For some reason, I can't wait until Monday. I don't want to just lay around the house right now. I want to work on stuff. Sitting in school makes me want to work on the story, too. Crazy, right?

I enjoy tacos

So my creative writing class has this thing called "open-mic-friday" and it sounds pretty cool. The thing is, whenever I think of open-mic I think about music. Considering my need to sing ALL day it doesn't help. But this does give me the opportunity to share some favorites from Poe and Dickinson, along with stuff I come up with. (my stuff has, indeed, gotten darker lately)
I would sing all day if I could. All day. The only thing getting in my way are classes. I get to sing all day tomorrow, though. I'm going to Singing in Wisconsin. Very excited, except I've been feeling really sick lately. The only downfall there is that it's all Christian music. I have nothing against Christian music, except every single piece we've done this year is about the Christian god. Again, I have nothing against Christians, I'm just tired of praising someone else's god. I don't enjoy it.

One thing that I was talking with a buddy about earlier is the death sentence. We were talking about the Rosenbergs' trial (that's a German last name, I think. Rosen = rose) and how they were electrocuted for treason/blahblah and I got to thinking: what in hell gives us the right to take someone's life? Even if they took one? Doesn't that make us hypocrites?
I believe it does. "Why do we kill people to show people that killing people is wrong?" I've seen this saying a few times on the netterwebs. I think it makes sense. I'm sorry if you're in favor of the death sentence, but even if some criminal takes someone else's life, how is it fair that the government is allowed to take that person's life? Even with economic issues (actually, it costs more to electrocute someone than to keep them in prison). My biggest issue (if I were in the chair) would be that they would be shaving my head. I will die with all of my hair, thanks. I sometimes think that people in favor of the death sentence might be trigger-happy themselves. I know it isn't fair to stereotype them that way.

So everyone is so excited for Skyrim. Well, guess what, I am too and I actually know what Morrowind is. I would have Skyrim right now, but I have no money. I'm broke. Ryan said he'd get the computer version for me, though. That makes me a happy salamander.

I have pretty much given up on the sims. I was going to have this post on my other blog (Kattster's Dolls) with a black sim named Jakayla and a white sim named Amelia and they'd be a couple. Unfortunately, whenever I enter CAS and add a new sim or select a preset my game crashes. I don't think it has anything to do with CC, because I used to have a whole ton of CC, and now all I have is just what I need. Unless it has to do with the newest patch, in which case I have to restart my CC collection and update everything. (Being a CC junkie can be a hassle!) ... I might try that soon, though. I'm already going through withdrawals. Actually, I think the headaches are from lack of soda.

Ryan still hasn't read what I have typed up for Hope is a Thing of Feathers. I keep asking him to, so he can help me. I know it isn't that great yet, and I need suggestions from a fellow writer, but he's too lazy to read it! This makes me a frustrated salamander.

Okay, stop wondering why I keep saying salamander. It's just a thing.

Where were you last night? 

Short story

Where were you last night? Jenna thought to the air. She lay in bed in tears, throat soar from crying. Why couldn't you be here? Krad missed their date the night before, and was still nowhere to be found. Jenna cuddled her teddy bear closer. The one he gave her. She choked again. Last night had only consisted of her asking herself "Why?" over and over again amongst sobs, out of shock. She had come back to earth the next morning.

A call from Krad's mom just an hour before had set Jenna's worry even further. He was missing. Maybe kidnapped, or attacked. Most likely the latter, for his car was nowhere to be found. Jenna's phone rang again. Restricted number.

"Hello?" she said weakly.

"I called to say goodbye. I love you, Jenna," came Krad's voice. His line clicked off.

Jenna frantically called 911. What is going on? she thought.

I wrote that in class with a story prompt. *hopes Sir Flannel doesn't mind*

I will try to be putting at least one of these cute stories a week. See what I mean by my writing getting darker? That's what's up.

Tacos? Yes, tacos for dinner. On that note, I have to go and grate cheese. I can't do anything else, 'cause the tomatoes always smush when I dice them and the onions burn my eyes (you know how people say they make you cry? They burn.... I end up in the shower plowing out my eyes with cold water. Yeah.)

Stats up.

You all have surprised me. Honestly, I expected to get more shit for that last post of mine. 

I want to say something on behalf of Ryan. I know he's angry right now, but he has the right to be. We all do. He is angry that people who have for so long picked on this girl are finally looking at themselves. He says they are being "para-sympathetic". He says they are being ignorant to what they've done. I told him no, they are looking back and being regretful. I do agree, BRF, things need to change. Starting yesterday. 

My stats on this blog went up today. I want to thank you all for understanding instead of being angry. I know we all have our own coping mechanisms. I also want to ask everyone, no matter what religion you are in, to pray for this girl, to pray for her mom, to pray for Ryan, for anyone and everyone who has been hurt. For anyone who you have caused pain to. For everyone you have stood by and watched be hurt. If you are Christian, Pagan, Jewish, Buddhist, even Atheist, send out positive energy for these people. I will be doing the same.

Keep this memory as a reminder. I wonder, how many deaths does it take? Across the U.S. there are similar stories of boys and girls. We may not know exactly why she did this, but there can be regret in what we have done. I will not lie, I am among those who have regretted. 

Thank you everyone,

Blessed be.

That makes two.

Someone in my school, who I wasn't really friends with (but was at one point), died last night. I was told this in Guidance today, and then they brought my boyfriend in to tell him too. I suppose they thought this might be okay because I could talk to him. He is much more hurt over this than I am. He's reacting in the same way I reacted to Marshall's death 3-ish years ago. Crying, then calm, then more crying. Well, not really crying. I hadn't even gone to Guidance because of that, I had gone to get a class changed. So they decided to tell me, then him. So we went home.
There are some minor differences in the way he is acting about it: anger, forgetfulness, and I feel so horrible. I am just as guilty as the rest. I stood by and let all of these people hurt her, when I knew it was wrong. I'm sorry English 11 teacher, (Mr.W), I ignored my little voice. And Ryan feels as if it's his fault. I'm not going to lie, but when he told me he loved her (not in the way he loves me, though) today, I got scared. I don't know why.
There was a time when I thought no one else was supposed to miss Marshall as much as me. No one even knew I existed. I got no hugs at his funeral. They all went to Tiffany. Sometimes, life sucks. I suppose that's how Ryan feels right now. I'm just so sorry.
I suppose a coping mechanism of his is trying to forget for a time so he won't break down. He's ignoring it. I feel bad, because I know deep down he wants to cry. He's taking it out on a lot of people. I've been through this before. I'm the calm one, keeping him, and others, together. I'm so sick of having death in my life.


On a lighter note, I feel like working on my story, and I haven't today. I've been napping. But I will, hopefully. Also, I switched my Computer Apps class to 3-D design. Honestly, I'm horrible at 3-D arts (sculptures) but at least it is challenging. Computer Apps was like nails on a chalkboard to me. It is about 100% below my skills. And come on, people should know when to use has and have, and is and are. I learned how to type in 5th grade. Was there nothing else guidance could put on my schedule?

I'm going to Comic-Con in July! I can't wait. Not only because I loved being in California last summer, but because, hellooooo, it's Comic-Con. Even the name excites me.

In my Creative Writing class Mr. Flannel gives us story prompts and has us write stories based on those ideas. If I had remembered to bring that notebook home the past few days I'd have some cute little short stories up. I'll try to remember. I've been getting in touch with my dark side lately, and I suppose that's my epic psychic-ness foreshadowing some events. I even felt sick today.

That's about it tonight. Blessed be.

Merry meet, merry part, and merry meet again. Blessings and good energy to all.

I like Cap'n Crunch

So Mr. Flannel doesn't like his nickname. But think about it, I could call him multiple other ones. Fluffy. Mr. Pants. Beard-guy. I think Mr. Flannel is nice compared to those. (I'm teasin')

I started the next part of chapter four today (I've been lazy, I'm sorry!) and have realized that I like to write things out on a day-to-day basis. This can be good and/or bad. It's a good thing I know what "rough draft" means (wink). It goes kind of fast at the beginning, and has some unusual twists. I just wish Ryan would get to reading it and help me out already.

Speaking of Ryan, he proposed last night. I know, I know. I'm so young. I have my whole life ahead of me. But you know, it is my choice, and it was so sweet, even if we aren't officially engaged. He's a sweetheart.

I made a new Sim yesterday as well, and I think she's gorgeous. I'm still debating on whether or not I should put her up for download (and oh no! I still need to get her head shots!). Here is her link: Amoetta Miller: BJD. I am looking forward to having her in more photo shoots (and redoing that blog's template).

Also, if you haven't read either of my mini-stories (I'm calling them mini now, 'cause it's just shorter than saying they're unfinished sim stories) here are those links: The Slate Themeacy and A Legacy Experiment. The reason they aren't finished is because (in the middle of both of them) my game crashed and deleted its own folders. Pretty sucky.

I was thinking about food today, because I'm always hungry (due to my extremely high metabolism) and my mom mentioned cereal. I told her to get Cap'n Crunch, my favorite cereal. I haven't checked the cabinets yet, but how much do you want to bet she didn't get it?

I also wanted to share this:

We are all the same, guys. The only reason the "Human" arm is cut off there is because the picture didn't fit. It isn't mine, I found it on Facebook.

I hate that Google is buying everything and linking accounts to the same computer. Like, I have one email I use for YouTube, another for blogspot, and another for Gmail. Why? Because at the time, I had a Yahoo! and a Gmail. I used the Yahoo! one for blogspot and for YouTube, except now it's linking blogspot to YouTube to Gmail, and I have to log in and log out whenever I want to check eMail. Why? Because when I used my Yahoo! for blogspot it made me a new Google account. FML.

I also wanted to share another picture:

This is my new avatar for IMVU (actually I just switched back to one of my favorite old ones). Isn't she purdy? I find I'm rather good at taking screenshots now-a-days.